Thursday, April 24, 2014

This Is Hell (2)

Mistakes repeated for the nth time:

Assuming things can't get worse. They can and they will.

Assuming you can count on some people. For some things at least. You can't.

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What to do when home doesn't feel like HOME anymore? When you have no second "home", when you have nowhere else / no one to go to.

(Wishing I could afford a hotel for at least one night. I could really use two days in Cluj. Away from all this.)

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From Søren Kierkegaard's Repetition (via Berfrois on FB):
Where am I? What does it mean to say: the world? What is the meaning of that word? Who tricked me into this whole thing and leaves me standing here? Who am I? How did I get into the world? Why was I not asked about it, why was I not informed of the rules and regulations but just thrust into the ranks as if I had been bought from a peddling shanghaier of human beings? How did I get involved in this big enterprise called actuality? Why should I be involved? Isn’t it a matter of choice? And if I am compelled to be involved, where is the manager? I have something to say about this. Is there no manager? To whom shall I make my complaint?